Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Valentine

People around me asking
Where do I go?
Not hanging out?
Got any gift?

I've seen many things so called romantic
Flowers
Chocolate
Candles

Yet the romantic part in me is very simple
Is letting everyday passes by just like Valentine
Romantic stuffs don't last
But simple happiness do
Not showing off, not overwhelming, not "wow"
But something can't be bought by money
It's the love that I'm having
It's you...

"Love isnt just an one day vow, but a life time inspiration.
Im glad i wake up waking you up,
Im glad i sleep with you accompanying me regardless time and space difference
Im glad when people talk about their love ones. I have you to relate.
Im glad i've grown up with you
Im glad to have you..."

Thank you, my dear... :)

Thursday, February 9, 2012

Roysbokk Rearrange

Suddenly realize it's pretty nice name
and meaningful

I'm roysbokk most of the time but rearrange I can be myself
not moody, not obsessed, not disguised
A person stays behind the screen crazily wearing the headphone without listening to music
But how many people can accept this real me?

like a puzzle box
u need to try and error to find out
where is the perfect fit
where is the possibility if u try wrongly (cause mre time to fix d puzzle --")

like a scribble
whatever you get
you gonna make use of it
and make it the best for your own

like a godfather maze board
wherever you get
you need to do something to be able to continue
easy or hard
it's where you need to go
knowing that finally you will reach

and....it's time to see doctor already
to perfectly rearrange myself

(hint is available)

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Moments

Type it out and deleted it all
Moments are meant to be remembered
How I wish I can remember them differently
When I can say I love you at the airport for my departure
Dad...

Type it out and deleted it all
Moments are meant to be remembered
How I wish I can remember them differently
When I can have a "full" graduation day with you
Jie...

Type it out and deleted it all
Moments are meant to be remembered
How I wish I can remember them differently
When I wasn't too busy to work instead of hugging you and playing with you
Dear...

Typed it out and deleted it all
Moments are meant to be remembered
How I wish I can om you before going back to "see my dad away"
How I wish I can stay with you when your car was broken down
How I wish I gave you a hug when you drove away
....

Typed it out and deleted it all...

Monday, November 14, 2011

Thank you

thank you miracle
at least something in my life is this beautiful
being able to find you again, not in just my dream but is in real

and for having you being by my side
lift me up, hold my hand
warm me up, hear me out
and loving me for who i really am

kau ilhamku...
thank you, the hand... for staying

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

The Hand

The hand
That pinches me
Hits me
Always be ready to squeeze my pimples with devilish face

The hand
That pinches my nose when another hand is holding a book to read for me
Rubs my head but never fixes after that and laugh because of the look of me
Wipes on my shirts when it's wet or something is sticking on it
And puts pepper or soya sauce into my drinks

The hand
That cheats whenever playing some game
That secretly throws meat to me and steals my mouse
Punches hippo
Throws hippo
And digs his noses

The hand
That pulls my pants
Being noty to block me from going to the toilet
Purposely hits outside to make me run while playing ping pong or badminton
That pulls my ears
And happily picks 'things' in there out for me

The hand
That plucks my legs' hair
Steals my drinks
Tickles my feet
Unties my shoelaces
As well as throwing my slippers away

But then that hand
Leads me to where I should buy another slippers
And if I've ever almost fell down
It is there to hold me tight

The hand
That covers my eyes
From violent scene, or something I'm scared of
And it silently takes my tears away
While another one is hugging me from shivering

The hand
That can't draw well neither be able to cut straight
Yet it makes for me a handmade birthday card

The hand
That captures my moments
Patiently fixes the kite
Checks if I'm inside
And finally is always silently covering blanket

The hand
That washes dishes
Cleans my fan
That buy Strepsil for noty throat
And hugs me when I am sick and no electric available

The hand
That drives me to happiness
Stops me from danger
And wraps around me just to say goodbye

The hand
That holds umbrella outside
Waiting while it was raining heavily
Keep rubbing me if I was not warm enough
And if I keep sweating due to hot
The hand is there to wipe for me

The hand
That holds my shoulders when I'm riding
Pats on me to signal me to go
Holds the helmet when it's going to fly away
Or holds a cup for me whenever I need to drink
And zips up my jacket if I ever say that I'm cold

The hand
That buys lunch for me
Hold me while changing gear
After running under the rain afraid I will be hungry at home
That helps me to apply eye drop
And washes hair for me

That same hand
Peels crabs
Takes vegy
And cook many things for me

The hand
Not hard, not dry, nor strong enough
But soft, fragile, and easy to 'run away'
Yet is the tightest and the warmest hand that I'm proud to have...
But I'm willing to let it go to fly high

Thanks for everything, the hand...
Stay warm and peaceful...