It was when nothing else mattered, I was dead, and then I woke up remembering things in the wrong order, and in the wrong reality. Who and what matters the most to me? In this moment, I knew clearly who they were.
In my foggy memory, I remember someone asked if I have somebody to call. I spoke her name and her phone number in English. And then black out. And I was talking about something, somewhere in the hospital.
I woke up. With her and him. I remembered she was not even in Italy, she must have been flying all the way from Poland to the hospital. I didn't even remember which country I was in. And who the hell was he? And then black out.
I woke up. With him asking me my email password, my phone password. Such a miracle, I remember all those. Oh, and I remember him now. And then black out.
I woke up. With her asking me if I was feeling okay. My answer: "My legs are numb" (what a silly answer). Some missing conversation that I can't remember. And then black out.
"Honey, get better and listen to the doctor, okay?"
"Okay"
"Promise?"
"Promise" (holy shit, even I was not conscious I still made a promise)
I woke up. Dialing mum's number, Ruby's number and asking her to transfer message to Jun. I dialed Nat's number. And I remember our status was like before, and AVIA was still very beautiful. And then black out.
I woke up. The nurse was doing something on me. She dropped the scissor on the floor and she used the same thing to cut bandage for me. Don't touch me!
I woke up. Who the fuck keep calling "Danielle, Danielle, Danielle" next to me? Let people rest, come on!
I woke up. They were transferring my bed to somewhere. Where was I going?
I woke up. A brand new room with 3 other old folks. Tada! Shit, why I end up here with ... no clothes! No keepsake! And no familiar face here! But there were 2 tiny pieces of paper with careful handwriting & even the promise I made ( :D )
I woke up. Thank God, I had these paper, the only things that I held on to. They reminded me where I went, and why I was here
I woke up. A text message from her. Oh my god... I was so happy. "Payment declined. Please help." Really, K?
I woke up. Being the bold Mio again. Remember more and more things day by day. But details of those days were all what I remembered.
Something / some moment I never wanted to forget but I did.
While there was 1 person I wanted to forget but I couldn't.
