Wow, the last time I blogged was so long time ago
Things change faster than I can imagine
June 2012 - join AVIA, be one of the only 3 people of pre-opening team. My life turned upside down because of this. The project that I'm so proud of and I can talk non stop about. But it affects my life badly in a way that I myself dont realise
Jan 2013 - broke up my 3-year-relationship. Partly it is because of my work and it seems there is no solution to solve this. I, for the first and also the last time, agree that we will go separate ways
Apr 2013 - got promoted to E-Commerce Deputy Manager. I was really happy
Oct 2013 - got promoted again to E-Commerce Manager but I dont love being this person yet. I'm trying everyday to not let them down who put trust in me for the company's future.
I only have 24 years of life until now. It may be too early to say. But the most memorable, most intense, most painful but most beautiful memory of love that I've ever had was with her. Katarzyna Bauer. I love her...
There is nothing can exquisitely hurt as loving someone who doesnt love you back. And once you recover from it all by yourself, you will learn to appreciate, be wiser and be stronger for the next time you fall in love again
"People dont cry because they are weak. They cry because they were strong for too long" - Johny Depp.
Bursted into tears in the middle of shower today when I made a decision to forget this feeling about her to focus totally on my work. I realise i was strong for too long. But there is no regret, I let her know and I tried my best for time im in Poland
Dear,
I had less than a week to be this close to you, and starting from the following week, I will had to let you go with someone may be able to take care for you better than me doing that from thousands miles away. Make a topic about something makes me hurt the most just to make sure that you are alright with her. I thought I could handle it with a normal mood, but I couldnt, it broke me into pieces when I came as a surprise for you and Adam to hug him goodbye. It was never meant for her...
When you held my hand to cross the street, when you hugged me on the bed when I was so drunk, what I wanted to do was holding you more, just a little bit longer...
"Hold, hold me for a while. I know this wont last forever. So hold, hold me tonight, before the morning takes you away"
